I'm a lone wolf who doesn't like exploring alone.

Browsing on tumblr all day pretty much makes my life sound even more lamer than I would care to accept, but now that I'm free from my fashion foundation I really do have nothing to do. Scrolling past all the fashion editorials and mesmerising places around the world and delish looking foods and drinks really makes you feel inspired and adventurous to step out the front door and take the first bus.

I really do want to explore as much as I can, hit all the local cafes at least; but to do that you need money. Everything looks so appealing in photos but coming round to doing it is what I have trouble with. I'm a lone wolf who doesn't like exploring alone. I love going out and finding new spots with my friends but pretty much like always we're always always broke and most likely just end up in the nearest most delightful mcdonalds which screams 'class'. & When I do attempt to head out alone I always feel odd but I love the simplicity of being alone, not having to speak. Headphones in, world out. I could walk and shop for hours alone without a care, until my tummy starts to rumble; and that's when the world comes back to me and my fear of entering a restaurant or food stall alone hits me stone cold. I never eat alone, I always go back home asap instead. I guess its similar with visiting new places alone. I mean like I said I can shop and walk alone but mostly in familiar places. Never do I just step out and go on a hunt for a cool new smoothie bar, or a green colourful park to read a book in. That's just my problem. I have all these plans and things I want to do but wont go for it because I dont have anyone to share them with; how sad is that?! 

I live in London for crying out loud!!! If I don't explore now I will never find the time again, especially now that I'm going to be a Brighton chick by the end of September! Thats it. I'm putting myself up for a challenge! I have to be  more adventurous, explore more, step out my house at the very least once a week for a walk somewhere different and exciting, be it southbank or greenwhich park. Wow this I'm actually looking forward to this now. Hopefully I can keep this up! I'm no Barney Stinson when it comes to personal challenges but I'll definitely give it a hopeful shot!