Why is tough love such a bad thing? If there is always someone giving a person their full undivided love and time; why is it so difficult to accept another persons honest but tough to hear opinion?! Are we all immune to hearing the truth because our lives are so well cushioned with love, innocence and sincere lies that we're all too afraid to admit to one another.
Recently the I've been fasting as it is the month of Ramadan therefore in our religion of Islam we give up food and water during the day as a sacrifice to God for many reasons; to thank God for our luxuries by understanding what it is like to have these luxuries taken away from us much like the more poorer third world unfortunate countries which we feel empathy for. Also fasting is a way of cleansing our souls and sinister thoughts as we teach ourself will power and self restraint from all things bad, and the further I go along the more calm I feel. I know I've slightly gone off point but I'm back to where I started now. Ever since I've been fasting I've been even more lazier than usual, sleeping, not going out, and even more grumpier than expected.
Now because of my grumpiness I happen to be a lot more blunt about the simplest of things which everyone else may see as harsh, especially my sister. My sister is the type to tell everyone they look great even if they're are wearing a hideous top, whereas I will instantly tell them to change. Now how do we know who is in the right? Can everyone handle tough love or should we all just zip our mouths shut when our parents are wearing something horrid but with pride?! For me I feel if you trust the person enough tough love isn't a problem, however also if you don't know how to give it does it mean you haven't gained that tight bond with the person yet which is preventing a stronger friendship or is it just a personality trait, or are you simply too kind?
The more I type the more starts to unravel. My father is the biggest softy who could never say a bad true word about his family in front of them, whereas my mum will give it how it is to her family. Maybe it has to do with how we were brought up. Both my parents were raised with around 7-11 siblings, so very large families however my dad was the youngest in his whereas my mum wasn't. Now I have no idea where this is leading too but I know tough love is something that is needed and is somewhat taught or gained with confidence, as you grow with people wanting you to get on and push yourself. Maybe it's just that if you don't have enough confidence in yourself and what you do that you don't feel comfortable in criticising or sharing your opinion about someone else's choices.
Oh wow. I'm so hungry right now I'm starting to wonder whether any of this is actually making any sense at all?! I don't think it is at all. Only six more days till I can get my head straight again, and hopefully I can come up with something better. I know these are all like diary entries but my life has been so boring since I've been fasting that I've not come up with any decent talking points, sorry. Trying to function without food and water is hard believe me!